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This is my sin. It is not yours. You are all that is good and pure in this world. I, however, am evil. I am feared for
what I write and what I write is fearful. I am a sad, lonely soul. I spend my time in front of this hellbox they call a computer
on the perverted internet highway. I came here to write and write is what I'll do.
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This One Goes Out To All The Broken Souls Who've Had To Feel My Pain...
~bROKEn~
There is a red bloodstain
Down my left wrist
A sharp razorblade
In my right hand
I regret
what I've done
But it felt so good
All my pains
Melted away
With just one little cut
Just dripped away
right
down my left wrist
I feel relieved
There's no more pain
I try to hide
All my shame
With my old gray sweater
And
my new black coat
Someone grabs my wrist
I flinch in pain
So much trouble
Over a little blood
I try to stop
I'm
not astonished to discover
I can't stop
I'm addicted
I need help!
I'm just so afraid to ask
Will you think
less of me
If you know
You call yourself a friend
And yet I am shunned
I tell you my troubles
You push me away
tears
refuse to fall
I am just too stubborn
I can no longer feel at all
I retreat away
With my little silver blade
A
few more cuts
A little more pain
It's all worth it
There's enough blood
To take my troubles away
right down
my left wrist
If only you knew how I felt
you'd understand my pain
No one will ever know
This time maybe It's
just gone too far
And it has
painlessly
I slip away....
I grasp the hand of death
I succumb to all his power
...Goodbye
Forever Cruel World...
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There's always one person in everyone's life that they love to hate.
HATRED
The blood in my veins
Flowing through me
Just like the hate
you fill me with
Blood
running down my back
The knife remains
Embedded deep in my skin
Evil thoughts
Overloading my mind
Awful feelings
Overtake my soul
I barely know you anymore
but still I hate
Everything
Everything about you
Your eyes pierced my soul
Your smile creeps me out
I look down upon you
But no, I'm not better
I feel such hate for you
My hate, which was once love
Just leave me alone
Don't you see, I hate you
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I have a deep dark secret which lies in my deep dark soul. I can never reveal to you...This hate that fills me!!
This Is My Sin. Do Not Feel Sorry For Me. It Was My Choice.
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